Poem Especially For U

U are like an angel ,
U came into my life and gave me my life's signal ,
U came and gave me love that i've never had before ,
Ure the one that i've had been longing for.

Ure like a princess ,
Princess that needs its prince ,
I want to be ure guardian ,
I wish i could be ure faithful guardian.

I love u wif all my heart ,
I just dun have the strength to hold u tight ,
I need u here tonight ,
Coz i juz wanna die in ure arms tonight.

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U all think u all have the biggest problem rite ? u all never thinks about ure frends rite ? u all never cares abt ure frends feelings rite ? u all think this is a game rite ? well , if u all think this is juz a plain stupid game...u better think back properly...when u do sumthing...without thinking...sooner or later...u will find out that after u did all those things...u will know that u all suck...im not here to say that...our frends suck or wat...we all suck..we all makes mistakes...we all makes mistakes that could never be undone...we all makes mistakes that will make ourself suffer...im here to dedicate this to my frends...i mean bestfriends...if u BOTH are reading this....then...u both shud know that im talkin abt u guys...u guys juz dun get it huh ? u guys are trying to get one girl...becoz of one girl...u both fight...becoz of one girl...u both end up being enemies...and also...i will talk abt each one of u...first...its u buddy... AIMAN : u always lied...i dunno if its true or not...but...ure FRENDS said that...u talk bad abt them...and...u always being such a busybody..u juz cant mind off ppl's business...im sorry if im hurting ure feelings...but...u need to know the fact...u always try to hide sumthing....sumthing that u suppose to tell to ure BESTFRIENDS...eventhough ure life was hard...u have to know that...ure bestfriends could help u eventhough ure own family did not have the time to help u...everybody needs help man...u need help...shazzy needs help..and also...me...myself needs help...ok...im sorry if all this while..ure the one who be EAR..ure the one who listens to my prob...im sorry if all that juz makes u sick..and also...u need to stay off my business ok...if once i've said...i dun wan to be together wif my EX...i really mean it..u cant juz force me to be back wif her AGAIN...i juz dun understand ok...u never knows wat its like to have a GF...its hard...and also..u know me...im ure bestfriend..im ure stupid bestie that will never have the ability to take care of sumone...u know that a long time ago...coz u've been my bestie such a long time...u know i juz could'nt handle her...myself also u barely can handle...now...ure thinking that i could handle two ? me and her ? owhhhh...no way man...i really like her..i mean...i really love her...but...if im there in her life...believe me...her life will be miserable...

Shazzy : u and ure games...u always thinks that ure frends feelings was not that important....u always talks abt things that could hurt ure frends...ok..im sorry if all this while...im making u sick or wat...but pls..for god's sake...stop feeling like ure left out la...watever la..coz...i will never leave u ok...ure my bestfriend...i have never found sumone that will be my bestie...and i also never thought that i could have frends like u and aiman...u both are juz so kind...but pls...dun change becoz a girl...u said...u dun wanna chase her rite...ure giving to aiman...but then...ure mad wif aiman...becoz i dunno the reason y...becoz ure mad wif aiman..now...aiman thinks that...its hard for him to get his special one..now...becoz of u both...ureself...ure both attitude..no one is chasing her...and pls...dun regret if the girl that u boths loves so much will fall into sumone else's hand...sumone that could hurt her..sumone that could never takecare of her like u both wanted..sumone that could destroy her life..and..i dun wan u both to be like me...my life have sucked too much...u both still have the chance to get back and fight for life...but...me....myself..i wont be able to go back up and fight for this life of mine...life that i've a big hatred towards it..but still...i love my parents..i love my siblings...i love my grandma...i love my grandpa...i love my family...but now..u both juz dunno wat my REAL situation rite now..u both juz dun get it...




the lessons are...in every probs...we juz need honesty , independancy , logistic mind and also love..love by everybody that loves us...im sorry for all my mistakes...juz gimme chance to change ok...peace..!

U need to understand..

U juz need to understand our situation ok...we have broke up...and...u must forget abt me...u juz cant think abt me...i dunno if this real or not...but...al of my frends says that u want me back...and...i wont be together wif u again...i juz cant...u must forget abt me....forget te past...start a new life...and im gonna start wif my new life...i dun wan u to suffer ok girl...pls let me go...maybe its not easy for me to let u go..but sooner or later..u'll find out that...waiting for sumone for a long time juz wont make this thing better ok...there's a way of getting it better...but the way is to be wif u together...i dun wan to be wif u already...coz...whenever im wif u...i feel like im juz a burden...im the one who makes ure life miserable...and im the one who make u waste all of ure tears...ure tears ain't gonna help u...ure wasting ure tears on sumone that is useless...i will never gonna be better...u need...u juz need to fight for ure own now..i wont be there for u...pls...pls forget abt all the things...and im sory for making u suffer...im sory for making u mad...im sory for making u sad...and im sory for making ure life worst...im so sorry...i know its not easy for u...but...for me...its way more harder coz i've never found a girl like u before...that is wonderful...that make MY life perfect...that's fulfill my fantasy...i know i've hurt u so much b4...pls..pls baby girl...forgive me...and also...i have a request...pls change...i hope u really change...i dun care if it becoz of me or sumone else...i juz want u to change...i have made a promise to myself that i will change u...this is the last request from me...juz change...i know...its hard..but...ure life will still have along journey to go..and use the time to change u...ureself...and...i hope..all the things that u've said to me...u really do it...juz for once in ure life...do sumthing that is really hard to be done...im making all this for our goodness...now..since i've not chat / sms wif u...i kinda forget abt u...i forget abt u slowly...and i hope...u too can forget me...for u...maybe it take this only year...or months...but for me...it maybe took me years...around 1 - 3 years...u juz need to understand...we're over girl...u have to forget the past..and...life must get going rite ? start a new life...and i hope u change...for the last time...im soooo sorry for everything that i've done to u baby girl...and for the last time...im gonna call u Baby Girl...